“Faces of Autism”


Does a person need a Education to get a job?

Does a person need a education to to get a job? For the the most part yes. But some of use would rather build networks of people and eventually get a job from that. I’m not looking for a big time job right away. I will find one through networking a low end job because that is what i’m qualified for. A very basic job. I don’t want to be making millions. Some people love making money. Others would rather be helping people and not making any money at all. I don’t make any money literally. If it wasn’t for the autism I would be better off than I am right now. If you don’t have that great of communication skills your screwed in life. That is me. But because of the Autism college was to much for me. Yes I would love to live on my own and be able to afford anything I want, but I can’t. The computer has been a more of a blessing than a curse. Heck because of it, I have found I can actually write better than I thought I could. I can network with many people around the world. I can talk to people not in person. Yeah I love talk to people in person. But my love is to talk to people online.

Opening part of my heart

I’m going to open up my heart part open right now. Do you know what it is like to have a communication problems? Most people don’t. So, they don’t know what it really is going on in the other persons brain. I do! I have a Small problem called Autism Weather or not it real or not. I have had it all my life It is a blessing a  curse and the same time. My communication are not perfect but I do communicate when I need to. Most people who have it you would never really know they just act strange or odd. But with me all people are odd. Not really able to understand people facial expressions. Not able to make many friends or keep them long is why I decided to put all my effort to the computer. To not get exercise or even have a job not my choosing. Some of it is but most isn’t. I ask of you who know someone who has autism. Most have no clue what face your making. And they can’t say the words that they want to say. Most people who have autism have a anger problem. This comes from there communication problems. For me I think I have found my true voice online. I don’t have to deal with peoples emotions. If I could I would stay on the computer all the time. But, I know its not healthy to use it that long. But in the end I Know only one understands what I go through.  Its his perfect love for all those who want it. I’m talking about Jesus Christ as lord and savior he is above all my problems on this world. His death on the cross and his Resurrection from the death. For he took all our sins away. All our problems. Everything! Put it at the bottom of the cross. For it all has been forgiven. I can’t prove that he is real. But, I just know its faith. Faith it can’t be proven. you just have to believe in nothing and you get nothing. That is what almost everybody in the world believes in is absolute nothing. Jesus is absolute love It can’t be described. Even with everything I have gone though I know he is there for everything. For every situation. Whether it was the bulling in high school or talking walk down the street. No one can ever take my faith God has a hold on me. I know him He is the only one I have ever could understand. His love is so much that at times I can’t even stand it. But He says I Am Who I Am! The beginning and the end.