Why I still live at home and not working the simple version.

I still live at home for medical reasons. Can I take care of my self Do not know. Why leave when you have most things provided. I do cut the grass and do a lot of the heaven lifting as well when they ask me. If you do not have a medical reason to get a job by all means try to get a job. Would love to be able to be normal. The most normal I have is writing this. I have found I like to write. I just do not have the patents or focus to stay on one topic instead of dozens. Yep, that way losing focus the last few sentences. People say you look fine get a job. Yeah getting a job for anyone is hard. But when you factor in Autism, ADD, Depression, Anxiety, and OCD. It can be down right impossible especially when You act not so normal. And then their is anger problem that really acts up when I am too stressed or too much change happens too fast. If I am angry I need to leave if I can’t I tend to explode. I do not want to hit anyone so keep to as small events as possible. This means many, many lonely nights. And then you factor in I came out gay as well. Plus A firm believer in Christ. Autism + Christian + Autism and other problems + gay = A very bad combination.

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What you see is what you get.

What you see is what you get. At least on Facebook. Am I nuts at times sure we all are. Nothing new. People come people go. Social media has a very high turnover. People think more friends you are more important not necessary. Most friends you have do not care about you. The most important ones are in lists. Or if I watch out for those who are using your content that you did not give them permission. This one I do watch for If you are regularly posting about things I love to read, watch and listen. The most important people I will remember their names. Those who have the most influence on me as well. BTW did I say I am nuts at times. We all are.
If you have a successful business, you are only 5 % of the total population who are capable of even having one. Tried starting a business once years ago. Got in trouble quite. I’ll go a different path. Heck, I’ll use social media to network and build contacts so when or if I can ever use them or help others I can.
I am not in the 5% of the population. To have a business myself I would need help with the day to day things. Even day to day personal things is hard for me too. If I have trouble doing the most fundamental things how can I have a business. I am not able to, and this doesn’t mean I can’t build an online network to help other people. The main reason I am so, hyper-networked To connect others to others. in between my nutty head. Most of what I do is on a tiny part of my stability. The other part if just trying to do day to day tasks.