Bless people through love

Closer I get to God more things happen. both good and bad. Do I bless or do I curse. It is difficult for me to hate even those who I know who Are lost. I want to try to help even if it destroys my reputation. God Knows my heart. What you see is not always what my heart and God is working on. To learn you must expose your self to wickedness. Even if it means making some not to smart moves. How can you help unless you know what goes throw the head of the helpless the people who think all have turned the backs on. I see a hurt and hurting people around the world looks for a way to love but yet they have no clue or do not want to know that love. Sex never helps it can in fact make the problem far worse. I said to God years ago I would never have sex unless I get married. This means I do not date to not have the remote temptation. Sure, i am tempted but I know God will keep you safe if it in his will.   


Controversial marketing to help others.

A vast majority of things I post are very much marketing. Even the strange/ controversial things. Most of the controversial things I am trying to integrate it with everything. Controversial or not is it very much me. It always has been. I do not care what most people say. I care for those who are closest to me. I am Christian, but I am not perfect. No one Is. Could I grow far faster than I am? Could I open far more than I do yes? Most of my network are either Christian or business people. So integrating the controversial things will not happen quickly. And Yes, It would make me labeled as a total nut case of not help possible at least most Christians would say that. What I post and comment on is very mild I have to be that way. Do not want to but you have to watch your steps. I am already on many radars do not need to be on more. That controversial area would be every single LGBTIAQ+ related website on the planet. That is what I do when The depression acts up. I do mean 100% Of all related sites in those areas. Even those sites are the primary source of my great new networks I used to join. How can you help people if you do not know what makes them tick? Average Books will not help one bit. To help people you must go were, they are.

What you see is what you get.

What you see is what you get. At least on Facebook. Am I nuts at times sure we all are. Nothing new. People come people go. Social media has a very high turnover. People think more friends you are more important not necessary. Most friends you have do not care about you. The most important ones are in lists. Or if I watch out for those who are using your content that you did not give them permission. This one I do watch for If you are regularly posting about things I love to read, watch and listen. The most important people I will remember their names. Those who have the most influence on me as well. BTW did I say I am nuts at times. We all are.
If you have a successful business, you are only 5 % of the total population who are capable of even having one. Tried starting a business once years ago. Got in trouble quite. I’ll go a different path. Heck, I’ll use social media to network and build contacts so when or if I can ever use them or help others I can.
I am not in the 5% of the population. To have a business myself I would need help with the day to day things. Even day to day personal things is hard for me too. If I have trouble doing the most fundamental things how can I have a business. I am not able to, and this doesn’t mean I can’t build an online network to help other people. The main reason I am so, hyper-networked To connect others to others. in between my nutty head. Most of what I do is on a tiny part of my stability. The other part if just trying to do day to day tasks.

People are strange till you get to know them

You look at a person and say to your self he or she is strange but are they any different than you? We have have our problems. We all are sinners.  We all hate even though we pretend to love all people but in reality we hate all.  We are all sinful wicked people.  We need a savior to take away our sins of this world. We will still sin even the purest of us we will still sin. I sin everyday . I kill people in video games. This is a form of murder  which is hate.  I play these games to pass the time. but in reality I want to kill people so does all the other tens of millions of gamer’s around the world. Yes some people say games are bad they change the brain. I have to agree with them 100% with out a daught .  I play games to change my games to try to be like everyone else i’m not. Nor will I ever be I am free thinker.  I do what I want. But in the end I know my lord and savior Jesus christ is who control a lot of what I say and do.  Heck I am like everyone else I have brain problems. Try living in my head for a day or any one else who has similar problems. You can’t autism has one of the highest suicide rates of any disability. I have though of it my self many times. When you feel lonely even with close family and friends.  I may be lonely but I have the holy spirit to comfort me. I have God as my heavenly father who knows and understands me more than my earthly father ever could.  That is why I never have taken my life Because I know absolute love that only comes from the father of the heaven and of the son.  With everything I have done in the past I could have been in trouble many times but I haven’t.  I know I have some sort of protection that very few have. I one of those who may have some disabilities but i’m one of those who are the strongest not physically but with my spirit.  Why do people like me?  They feel something they them selves don’t have and want. Yes I have gone through much pain and suffering and still do but. I don’t lose hope.  How would you like to have problems but yet your gifts out weight your problem by a factor of over one thousand times. That is me. I may be weak but i’m strong. My spirit is stronger than most pastors around the world. ( Not All ) Here is part will freak many of you out.  How would you like to know what spirits are causing problems with people. We are spirit yes we are very much physical beings.  We don’t exist in reality.  Why do I say that. God breathed life in the earth. we are really air living beings that never die. We will die but our spirits will live forever. You can either burn for all eternity of live in peace for the same thing.  I chose life. I hope you do the same. You can be a born again christian  and still go too hell. You can heal people and still go too hell.  With me, you know weather or not you will go or not. What is is your heart. Is it wicked or do you want to heal people. Even from when I was younger I wanted to heal and help them. Yes, my intentions have not always been the best but in the end if comes out to be good. We all want to help. What you say is helping is really killing. But I have to say it is but not of what you say it is. Love comes from the heart. If you heart is wicked then you will be wicked. It takes people who pray too change your heart. I say I hate things people do but I don’t hate them. I have what they do but not themselves. For the way the country is going I keep saying a civil war is coming. I thought it is a real one yes it is and isn’t at the same time. It is a civil war for our hearts and our minds. That is what civil wars have been fought over all though history. If they take your heart and mind they win but you have a few people who will always stay and be firm of what they believe.   The few will change history for good or for evil.  Yes I could change the world for very evil but I don’t. I don’t see it that way. We live for the passion to raise people from the dead in Jesus name. I was born to be a preacher but these problems have held me down. God says open your mought and I will speak.  The spirit will speak either throw writing or by talking. But it will still be spoken. The word is a living never dies. its moves with the wind you never know were it comes or goes. Look at the sky you see the clouds how did they get there. Wind pushes them.


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